Wednesday, March 21, 2012

What i mean

My mother was in the living room past out on the couch not even knowing what’s going on. My father working so hard to try and make a life for his kids that loves him too much to watch him fall to the ground and burn.

Me and my brother getting beat every day just trying to protect each other.Wow if you don’t call that love then I don’t know what it is, It was probably beat out of me for just saying the truth well sorry to say but the truth hurt so does the pain, The pain never goes away.

This is what’s real today a mother beating her child just for saying “mommy what’s going on today, you're not the same as the other day.” The mother get so mad for no reason smacks that poor little child in the face then said sorry. Welp just sayin’ sorry can’t fix every hit you thrown or lie you told.




(Just saying it's true but it didn't happen to me)



Monday, March 5, 2012

                                 Lifeless

By: Erin Deese

You stabbed me in my heart and now look what you have done. Look at what had happened to me. I died! All you see is the blood form my chest dripping slowly down your hand. My lifeless body dying so slowly. Pain, was all I was in. Death, is all I could seek. I seen it flash before me. All of a sudden, one last scream and I'm being dragged off into the darkened grave. You took my life so now I will take yours. The death of me just made me stronger it helped me stand up for my rights. Now you will watch and see what will happen to you, if you don't leave me be!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Me and my baby cousin

    Imma tell you about the time I was going to be a cousin. Now I might have been a cousin before but not like this. Well my aunt was about to have the baby ,the date was 8/10/06, and it was a boy and she named him Julian but every one called him Juju. He’s 5 now and so smart.

    I would baby sit him alot and I loved him alot. Once I remember me and his mother, Barbie, was changing his diaper and it was funny cause as soon as she moved the dipper he peed right in to her mouth I started rolling it was to funny.

    They moved out of that house and in to another were he almost died and it was so scary i cried because he just had learned how to crawly and he ate a stick and started choking! It was so scary!

    Well after that big mess I rocked him to sleep with a bottle and gently tucked him in  his crib and turned on the baby mounter.... A year or two later my aunt was pregnant again but this time a girl.

    Barbie was going to name her Gabby. She had the baby on 8/06/08. After the baby was born Julian was around two years old. He can talk now and he calls me Mommy Erin. I still watched him alot as he grew up and I started watching his sister to. Gabby looks just like her mother and Julian looks just like his father.

    I love them both and I call them my kids. They are the world to me. They are now 4 and 2 and we just found out how much stuff Julian was allergic to. It was alot but the main one was peanuts! All kinds of peanuts and peanut butter to which was his favorite so that was sad cause he wanted some but couldn’t have none.

    Well he’s 5 now and him his mother, sister, and father moved into a new house and the night we moved I was help them and we had to call 911 because we couldn’t find his medicine for his allergies and he was cry n saying “My throat hurts! It hurts!” So we called 911 and they made him better. I was so thankful that night toward them because he’s like my own child and I couldn’t lose him.

    His sister was crying and it was a mess. I had to clam down his sister and him so the EMS people could help him. I was so scared because I thought I might lose him and I wouldn’t know what to do.

    He’s all better now and his sister is so sweet shes like a little 3 year old Barbie. She is so cute.




For me and my baby cousin